Lately life has been an up and down roller coaster. I hate roller coasters. They make me sick to my stomach. School friends are not good friends. I swear the most disgusting two faced dog shits I have ever met. Now I understand why I shouldent be nice to people. Im to nice. People take advantage of that. But dosen't that just suck? No REAL friends to relny on? Eh. I should stop being so trusting, so kind. I can be a bitch you know. A mean one. But people dont think about that. They think im all hugs and kisses. EVEN PEOPLE THINK THATS CREEPY! Ugh. To take my mind off of shitty people I should just get back into my art work and anime. It has been waiting for me for a while now. Oh. I broke up with my ex gf yesterter day. Yay! Arn't I great? Im never gonna find anyway body good. This world is just filled with rotten people. Disqusting , stinky , rotten people. And then to top it all off I found out that guys are super dicks and girls are to sensitive. And all guys want to do is just sleep with me. Why am I not wanted like my sister? Why am I either considerd : Weird , creepy , annoying , gloomy , hyper , akward, quiet? Isnt there anything good about me? Ive always showed people my good side. But i guess that just isnt enough for these leeches. Ive always helped out people. Listened to there damn problems. There fucking gossip. But dose anyone listen to me? I have a voice to you know! And Ive been trying to talk! But who the fuck listens?! FUCKING NOBODY! Well just you wait. Ill change. Cuz im tired of being lonley. Im just going to be alone. And like it.